Last night I installed a very small block of Google Ads. As I understand it, they scan the content of your page, and then serve ads which are relevant. Apparently, when my blog boils down, I’m talking about one thing, and that’s not music; it’s weed.

There’s nothing wrong with that. I’m happy to see the weed world staking a claim in cyberspace… But I feel like it reflects badly on me, like I’m a sort of drug pusher.

And I know I’m only making things worse with this post. But I imagine that there are certain benefits to pumping a blog full of keywords like “drugs”, “weed”, and “marijuana”. After all, who is more likely to click-through than a dazed and distractible stoner?

I feel as if the Internet turned her back on me, or maybe it was the other way around… But either way, I want her in my life again.

There was a time when she’d comment all of my photos with words like sexy and hot. She never let a night go by without an Instant Message or two, and I’d play her all of my favorite songs.

Now, it’s as if I don’t even exist.

I know… I went away for a long time without so much as a “gtg”, but I really needed some time to think and grow. I needed to remember who I was apart from her.

I know it may take some time for you to come around, but I’m sure we can fix this, and I beg your forgiveness.

Please?